When there's no time left

When there's no time left

you realize how much you missed

based on principles

they told you about.

 

They told you

to hate other people

based on written books

and you hated.

 

You hated thinking

you would salvage your soul

your harden heart

hardly approved doubts.

 

You never thought

about the destroyed lives

your hate helped to create

your books nourished your life.

 

You offered your blood

for a book's believes

queer lifestyles are

disapproved, aren't they...

 

You're facing the end,

your banished child is away

never kissed him goodbye

and never will