max turci's posterous http://maxturci.posterous.com copyright © Massimiliano Turci posterous.com Mon, 03 Oct 2011 13:25:00 -0700 You just were not meant to be http://maxturci.posterous.com/you-just-were-not-meant-to-be http://maxturci.posterous.com/you-just-were-not-meant-to-be

You hurt me.

My soul, my heart

My tears,

Have for a long time cried for revenge.

Nothing though

Can take away

The pain you gave to me.

Years spent wondering,

Looking for answers,

Only a deaf could see,

In the darkness of your

Empty heart,

The tombstone’s inscription

Containing the explanation:

Mom you never loved me.

So now forgive me if

My heart have forgotten

Your face.

Your grave lies in an empty place

Where once, long ago,

There was love.

You’ve taken it and

Thrown it away in the dustbin

Like a rotten fruit.

I haven’t taken it back,

It was your doing,

Your decision.

You now are just gone,

Forgotten.

The pain though remains the same,

It never really goes away

Memories keep it alive,

Just the feelings are gone.

I do not cry your lost,

You taught me well not to miss you

And I have learned my lesson even better.

Sometimes I wonder about things that could have been,

But never were, because of you.

Now I am thirty-six years old

Of which twenty-three without you

And still counting until I die.

No worries about my broken heart,

It has found peace the day it has forgotten of you.

Long, long time ago.

Goodbye mom, you just were not meant to be.

 

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